A change of a life-time, just waiting for you my baby~

to my dear lovely baby,
i know these and recent days you are suffering sadness,

my dear baby,
all i can say for now is just to hope baby hang on..
hanging on there, i will be with you very soon..
taking you away from the sorrow and sadness in life,
giving you a better tomorrow,
one thing you should know about is,
the election asked for ubah, but still failed..
but you can, just follow bibi..
your life will surely change, to be better and best!!

in my heart, all i wanted to give you is happiness and freedom..
away from all of sadness which is conquering you now..
you bibi feels it in my heart..just that i did not tell out to you..
everynight knowing that you need to cry out to release tense,
everytime sweeping floor, you need to cry to release pain,
all these tears and cries, 
makes me more and more wanting to take you away,
all these because i do feel the pain that you are feeling my baby!
its hurting me as well, knowing i am far and could not do anything..
everynight, before i sleep i do 2 things..
1 pray to god, that you will be blessed and freed from sadness..
1 to think and think hard on how to give you a better day!
some nights i cant sleep cause of the topics i cant settle,
such as? worrying you condition and situation there..
i really worry, if there might be something makes you really sad again..
i just wanted baby to leave as soon as you can ler,
so that your life would be recovering from the hurt and wounds of past pains..
bibi really love you..all my heart wanting to give you a change in life..
to be better and happier..
never ever need to scared..

everyday when you wake up,
it would be me, sleeping beside you,
waking together with you ^@^
every meal we have,
it would be me, eating together with you..
every tear that you drop,
it would be me, wiping it away and hugging you..
every smile you make, would be me smiling back at you..

i know that you are very worried about future with me,
but theres only one thing i would really want baby to know..
I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART,
CHERISH YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE,
FAITHFULLY TRUSTING YOU WITH MY WHOLE SOUL,
SINCERELY BEING WITH YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE~!!

no matter what happens,
i am the one you can rely on,
i am the one who will protect you from all harms,
i am the one who will never ever leaver you in your life,
i am the one who will only love and beloved by you,

just wanting baby be happy,
not baby being sad, suffering and tortured..
cause when you are sad, there will not be a smile on my face..
cause you are my love, my wife, my life..

my family is all ready to receive you,
with their love, you are a part of us,
and we are a part of you, let this be a new life,
for you my dear baby, to be loved,
we do not ask anything for return,
just your sincere heart and love,
our family will be ready to sacrifice for you~!!

dont be sad, just be glad,
you have me, you have my family too~!!
try asking any friends, would their in-law family accept them without conditions?
YES, my mother and father did not ask anything or expects anything..
they want you to be happy with me too..thats all they want..
my dear baby, dont be sad anymore,
the path that makes you sad will end,
at the moment i hold on to your hand and bring you into your new and happy life!

dear baby,
your bibi here loves you for everything you are,
never minding your down points, no one is perfect,
but baby must remember, our love is already reaching its perfection..
we can make our dreams come true,
a fairy-tale happy ending,
your bibi, like prince-charming,
coming all the way from his castle,
to the house which you stay,
and bring you, Germaine (story is Cinderella) back to my palace.
with happiness and life-time loving each other!

baby, anytime you want,
i am always here ready for you*
just want you to be happy, never sad..
dont worry, your bibi is very reasonable and considerable!
i know how you may feel, stressed cause fear and worry..
let me just tell baby, it would be a positive change, and for the best in your life~

i love you my baby,
always and forever,
here, i give my words to you,
as long as my heart beats and i am breathing,
its all my love to you, only you and no one else but you,
Germaine Koh Xin Yi~*

Smile and be happy kays~!