No words could express my love to you~

my dear baby,
here i am awake in the dawn of morning~
writing to you, i depict my love from my heart,
today after what had happened just now when i came back,
i was actually intended to message baby,
but for dont know what reason, i felt so tired.
So tired that i just fell on the bed and blacked out.
Next thing i know when i woke up was rush to toilet vomit out.
A lot of what i ate was thrown out. Its okay, no worries~
But what made me write this post to you is that how much bibi really love you!

Today this post would be a special dedication of appreciation to you*
My dearest baby, do you know bibi really feel happy to have you in my life?
Everyday when i wake up, i always have someone to greet me good morning!
This is something very special which i will do too for rest of my life,
Everytime when i hop on to this blog i am happy, feels sweet,
know why my baby? haha..cause you are really sweet!!
you know that your bibi doesnt know much mandarin,
you chose an English version of this song when you prefer mandarin,
every small details that you made for me i really keep in my little heart,
cherishing all memories and appreciating everything that my baby did!

I really feel loved and special for once in my life,
i know baby would say this is a feeling i may felt before,
true, i do not deny, but theres something which is different,
and thats the most remarkable difference, know what is it?
the intensity, the depth, the degree, the amount; of feelings i have for you!
thats the greatest difference that one can ever tell!
Listening to your song, i kept singing as well,
I Love You, I need you baby, You and Me =)

No one has ever made my days so bright,
No one has ever made my nights so warm,
None has cared n loved me as much as you do,
Thank you my dearest baby*
I will be loving you to the end of time,
With all my heart and soul, 
With all my body and mind,
Forever and ever loving you!

Previously this evening you mentioned that what will happen if "choi",
Bibi only can tell you, you are my dearest one and only WIFE!
I shall love you with all my life and sacrifices for only you*
If ever theres a day you are not here with me,
My heart shall still forever and ever keeping your memories alive!
Baby, m sorry i am actually crying now...
I dont know what had happened,
Perhaps i had already reached a point i am really physically tired,
I cry cause i really love you and i will never ever want to lose you..
No matter in any cause or any way, NO MEANS NO!
I just want you to be happy living together with me,

Bibi want to shower you with my love,
Bibi want to pour blessings and joy to you,
Bibi want to soak you in endless happiness,
Lastly, i just want to really cuddle you in my arms*

Sometimes just to think of our future makes me smile,
Smiling like a silly person when creating images and imaginations,
Living happily with you, lovely wife with me*^^
Such a happy life which i really hope it to come as soon as possible,

Today i really realise actually baby do really get worried when baby could not reach to me,
I feel sorry cause it was my mistake for forgetting to change my number back,
But yet was too busy that kept my occupied and eventually forgotten about it,
When baby called, i was actually touched!
Why would be touched? Cause as i said, no one cared,
Only my family cares, now, i have you! My lovely Baby*
Sigh, i am really a complexed person, highly sophisticated and complicated,
Super hard to really understand what i am really thinking,
Cause sometimes, bibi too have trouble expressing my feelings out.
I dont know what is going on in my heart and mind tonight,

To summarize,
I really miss you very very much!
I really want to hug and cuddle you in my arms,
I really worry about you, this sounds silly,
but i need to say it out to baby!
I really love you, i worry i may lose you away..
I dont know why this feeling came, but just worry..
I love you so much that my whole life is related and attached to you ;)

My dear baby, dont be angry when you see this post and time posted.
Its not my choice, i wanted to sleep, i love sleeping...
Somehow i just woke up and need to sleep again,
If theres anything baby dont understand please ask bibi kays.
Bibi most worry is baby mistaken me or misunderstand my meanings.
Seriously, i really care alot about how my baby feels and feeling all the time,
Hmm, perhaps baby can see there is no flow in this post,
kept jumping here and there, i am just voicing out my heart when i write,

I LOVE YOU MY BABY! 

~~~~~~~~~With Love from, Bibi ~~~~~~~~~