Such a Saddest and Pekcek day for me :'(

Just to get know that two of my students will leave after their parents talk face-to-face with me. Definitely I wont say anything like pleasing someone to stay or giving any discount for them. Mummy they all blaming on me... I fell like I AM SUCH A USELESS... Fail and Fail... and really I need a huge amount of money for me to pay my school fee and cover my basic expenses. I really save enough but still negative income every each month. I really feel so disappointed on my save nothing and doing nothing within these two years at working field. Am I really such a vain person? I desire much but fail too.///Sigh....T^T

Praying and praying I will really get a very brilliant life 
after these few years......T^T

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