Up and Down

这几天的心情

好像过山车

忽上忽下

原来要自己创业

真难

要越过重重的障碍

也不见得

一定会见到

耀眼的阳光

真的好忙
宝贝也好忙
说话的时间少了
但更珍惜和他说话的每一分每一秒
有时候一通电话
“我想你，宝贝..”
就匆匆挂掉
心里
真的甜甜的
=）

谢谢你宝贝...
还是依然那么爱我  ^^

------Germaine-------

Studying Life

Finally Finally.....time to further my study laaaaaa.....

This time is my own choice and with my own paid.....

I really really hope that I can graduate successfully...

Though it takes me almost 4 years half..

But I know that I wont regret for my choice...

Though I am facing on financial problems.. (T.T)

I am not studying for someone else...

I just want to compensate my sadness and disappointment of my past memories...

I can make it, Right?

I know my Kevin will support me all the way....

Love being busy and tired everyday xD

Because it makes my day going on faster and faster.....

(Shhhhh....You will understand what I mean =P)

Such a Saddest and Pekcek day for me :'(

Just to get know that two of my students will leave after their parents talk face-to-face with me. Definitely I wont say anything like pleasing someone to stay or giving any discount for them. Mummy they all blaming on me... I fell like I AM SUCH A USELESS... Fail and Fail... and really I need a huge amount of money for me to pay my school fee and cover my basic expenses. I really save enough but still negative income every each month. I really feel so disappointed on my save nothing and doing nothing within these two years at working field. Am I really such a vain person? I desire much but fail too.///Sigh....T^T

Praying and praying I will really get a very brilliant life 
after these few years......T^T

...........................................

L.O.V.E.

Sometimes I will wondering...

What is the meaning of love...

Why I have been hurt once and once..

But I am still not giving up to find my Love...

Someone might say me Stupid..

Because of pursuing something unreality..

But now...

I believe on my persistence..

Since I found someone who really important to ME.... 

My Love....

Who always care for me..... 

Tear for me....

Heartache for me....

Smile together with Me....

Pekcek together with me...

Because of Our similarities...

I know we will hold each other hand .....

Forever and ever....

I AM NOW MISSING MY BABE KEVIN 

VERY MUCH......

                                                                               

♥ ♥ ♥  I love you^^♥ ♥ ♥ 

                                                                                                                         ~Germaine

My First Birthday be with u :)

 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

宝贝一直怪我这样久还没写Blog，宝贝啊其实不是我不要写的啦，因为呢真的没有时间嘛..其实啊宝贝你上次第一次说不能陪我过情人节和生日，我虽然嘴巴说没关系，但是心里呢..真的有点有点伤心..但我知道宝贝好像我肚子里面的虫...猜中我心里的话 .＿＿＿＿.

话说宝贝要送我生日礼物，我心里又紧张又害怕，一直想：宝贝会送我什么呢？是不是Mashimaro？还是Engagement ring?(宝贝一定在狂笑)哈哈...宝贝真是很坏蛋，一直捉弄我，就算我猜对了也不承认>.<'' 讨厌...

我知道宝贝为了我“破产了” T^T....嘴巴说没关系没关系，只为了让我开心的..可是宝贝你明白吗...无论你送我什么...我都会很满足很开心的...虽然有小小的遗憾你不在我身边..但你很努力的为我想...为我用心....我真的很开心很开心了:P

距离生日还有两天，宝贝就把包裹将寄出去了。可爱的是，宝贝比我还要紧张:P
哈哈...我呢一副不紧张的样子，可是心里很兴奋:p(不要偷笑咯宝贝:P)
一直倒数倒数，再加上宝贝在电话那头一直紧张，让我也非常紧张...

2.00pm——去到公司马上看看柜台....失望下没看到宝贝的礼物..心里想应该还没到吧？没想到走到自己的课室打开灯 "Dengdengdengdeng~~" 

**宝贝的礼物出现了~~**

马上打电话给宝贝....心里想：打开它？不打开它？先打开它？还是不要？？想了想...算了还是回家才打开...哈哈哈！同事啊学生啊问：
“老师老师....谁送你的啊？....”
“里面什么来的啊？....”

我心里也一直想什么来的呢？朋友一直说是熊熊啦...老实说我一开始觉得不是的...哈哈....最后终于好不容易回到家里.....（外婆好像比我还要兴奋）

WAH！！！！！

**好好抱抱的熊熊！！还有Bear bear in the POT~
我真的很喜欢　:))
心里真的很甜很甜:))

..........あいしでる..........


p/s:宝贝宝贝.....谢谢你.....我爱你！

~Germaine

 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ 

From the very start of our love*

The first post.

First post from Ah Bi!  o(^ ^)O
This is the first post from bi on the blog,
Well, for the first post,
Bi would like to bring back moments we share from the start!

my dear baby,
would you remember the promises we first made?
would you remember when we made those promises?
let me just share it out with the whole world!

it was just a normal night, 2 weeks after we first said Hi!
it was a day before the start of my exam which was 10th September.
i was at the burger stand ordering burger when i slowly read your whatsapp.
i was at the brink of thinking far, beyond thoughts i had before.
what would life be if i made those promises to you,
what would you bring to my life?
when everything was blur and uncertain,
you spoke to me calmly and also uncertain, yourself.
i remember vividly in my memory,
words you gave to me what were my responses.

when you thought i was only joking, i am serious!
when you thought i was only flirting, i meant everything said!
when you thought i was only temporary, i am ready to stay!

my dear baby,
would you remember what i had promised you?
to give you my heart, pure and sincere!
to give you my love, sweet and loyal!
to give you my trust, strong and faithful!
to give you my care, complete and thorough!
to give you my time, always and forever!
to give you my life, heart and soul!

here, i would like to tell and express to you, my baby,
how we all started from the very start!
do you remember how many doubted that we are stable?
do you rememver how many said that we will break up?
do you remember how many mentioned me as a bad person?
do you remember how many worried you may be hurt by me?

BUT.....
what actually do you feel when we meet in KL that time together?
i know, 5 days may be short to determine how much we really love each other.
but yet again, you should be able to know how much effort and heart i gave in to you~
everything for you, is thought thoroughly, 
specifically to make you feel happy, loved and cherished!
there are many times that you thought i had given up you, right?
BUT.....honestly, i never did give up a single bit.
no matter how badly you tease me, hurt me, scold me,
i still do love you the same as before as you are always my dearest!

Recently,
I know that my baby is going through some tiring and yet challenging times.
Do not worry my baby cause,
Every step you take, i am always supporting you!
When we meet any problems, please do not hide it away from me,
lets embrace them together positively hand in hand, heart with heart!
When we have any problem, always seek for each other's heart,
Do not wonder far away and think too much alright?
We will always find a solution together!
Remember how i surprised you when you are with me?
Even times are short, i manage to create so much with my heart!
What is that waiting for time to pass?
As long as we know we both are doing this together,
we will only be stronger and better together,

Thats why,
I would like to remind my baby how we spend our special days together,
In within those little hours, we laughed, we cried, we hugged, we kissed!
Theres only happiness for us together to go after~
Do not give up due to such short and small challenges alright?
Be happy and be strong when you are with me,
Life is not easy, but we have each other!
To me, its more than enough for me to ask for~

Dear baby once again,
Smile and be glad, we are not alone,
We found each other in times that we need each other,
We found love and joy when others are lying and depressed!

Soul-mates are rarest of people on earth,
Often only a pair, once in a life time to meet,
Some may not even know or meet their soulmates,
But we found each other in a rather fated and special way,
Please my baby, cherish our memories and always be happy,

No matter why,
No matter whatever,
No matter whenever,
No matter whichever,
No matter however,
You will always have me,
You will always have my love,
For i love only you and loving you for the rest of my life!

Cheer up my dear baby*
Wish to whisper to your ears this:
"There is no one in this world i rather be with other than you"
"You came to my life, completed what is missing and making life great for me"
"I love you always and forever my baby"

These words i say will always be repeated and never fail,
For my consistancy in love and life never fails!
Look straight ahead,
Look forward in front,
Look up in the bright sky,
Days will be better,
Nights will be smoother,
Life will be greater together!

I love you, my dearest Germaine Koh Xin Yi!
My one and only love and life~*

~Kevin